KUCH IS TARAH.....
This is one song which is truly very close 2 my heart n i guess ne1 who hears it simply falls in luv wid it... one of d best compositions by my 1 of my favourite singer Atif aslam from d album " DOORIE".... hes just fab ya. n yup, dis song truly roxx.itzz just divine.. i guess it can b dedicated 2 all d luvd ones.. ders sumthin in dis song which cant b described in words,, u jst gt 2 hear it n m sure u wl b taken on an altogether different planet.. atifs voice, d sync , d symphony...everythin bout d song is jst so perfect..[ m not a die hard romantic yet dis song stirred me n somehow struck a chord wid me since d first time i heard it..n m sure ne1 who wil hear it wl luv it]....
so if u still havent heard it........ guys.......common... DO IT....RITE NOW!!!!!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!!:):)

Kuch iss tarah
teri palkein mere palkoun se mila de
Ansoun tere,

saare ,

mere palkoun phe sajade
Kuch is tarah
teri palkein mere palkoun se mila de
Ansoun tere,saare,

mere palkoun phe sajade

Kuch is tarah
teri palkein mere palkoun se mila de
Kuch is tarah mere palkoun se mila de
Ansoun tere saare mere palkoun phe sajade

Tu har ghari , har waqt, mere saath raha ha
iHaan yeh jism, khabhi rooh, khabhi paas raha hai
Jo bhi gum hain yeh tere unhein tu mera bata de

Kuch is tarah
teri palkein meri palkoun se mila de
Ansoun se teri saare mere palkoun phe sajade

Mujhko tau tere chehre phe yeh ghum nahin jajta
Jayiz nahin lagta mujhe ghum se tera rishta
Sun meri guzarish isse chehre se hatade
Sun meri guzarish isse chehre se hatade

Kuch is tarah
teri palkein meri palkoun se mila de
Ansoun tere saare meri palkoun phe sajade
Kuch is tarah
teri palkein meri palkoun se mila de

LIFE POST 26/11

It was only after i had survived d blast n saw d entire thingy on TV , did i actually realize d intensity of d terrorist attacks..But somehow i guess i thank lord dat 26/11 happened 2 me..It truly , 4 d first time ever, made me realize d importance of my LIFE..d best gift of Lord 1 can ever get....Dat nite der were so many people , friends n relatives, who called me up [ n few of dem were such whom i hv nt spoken 4 years altogether] 2 kno if i m safe..Truly it ws on dat day i realized dat dis r d people who genuinely care 4 me..It truly moved me..i know i cud hav been perfectly dead dat day but somehow i survived..Call it luck or my good karmas...[my heart goes out 2 d innocent people who lost der lives in d attacks].. All those 3 days when I ws glued 2 my TV, der was only 1 guestion racing in my mind " what if i wud have died in this attacks?".... n yes d possibility of dat thing happenin ws pretty high..i m nt pessimist bt m practical..It ws on dat day i realized dat i gotta treasure dis Life d most...n by dat i dunn mean i want 2 live 4 centuries n stuff.... i mean encompassin all d great work in my journey of life...For instance, der r so many things i want 2 do, learn salsa , become a CA, joinin whistlin woods,do somethin 4 d underprivileged, create a difference in d society,,...n so.. so many things... there r so many people i want 2 reach out 2 n tell dem dat dey mean d world 2 me.. bt i still have not said dat.. n so many such things....I take 26/11 as a day of rebirth 4 myself...since dat day i have been strivin hard 2 make my life more meaningful n utilize every second of my life in a worthy manner...i wanna live not just 4 myself but 4 my luved ones as well...I want 2 stay alive in d memories of people ,,after i m dead, as RUCHITA,, d ......., d....... [ I leave dos adjectives space blank 4 d people 2 fill it]....

After dat day, I shed all d grudges i held 4 others cuz I think lifes too short 2 b wasted in fights n arguments.. I cried my heart out at d Bidaai of my best friend cuzz i wanted 2 say it out 2 her dat after she wil leave der wil surely b a void in my life,....n i wil truly miss U girly[ n dis ws d first time i ws lettin my tears roll down... cuzz i believe " If i m luvd i need 2 b told i m being luvd"]...I truly dint feel like celebratin d new years dis year but yet i went 2 Goa wid my extended family..Many people thought it was vv insensitive on my part 2 celebrate d new year in Goa [I know what my heart went thru wen i saw dos attacks n even 2day its still fresh in my mind]....bt yes,, i did go.. i was meeting all of dem after 7 long years.... i wil treasure dos moments all my life... i conveyed it 2 all my cousins n every1 how much they mean 2 me n my family..... it ws thanksgivin time..... had I been dead in d blasts i wudnt hav been able 2 say dis... n i wanted 2 say it.... reach out 2 my luvd ones...something i dint get a chance 2 do b4...

After d attacks, every1 of us,, spoke of how d terrorists shud b killed n stuff... we all were busy busy playin d blame game as to whose responsible 4 it?... blaming d politicians, d system, n bla bla...... i m not sayin dat der ws no mistake of d politicians n all n even people acted in d true spirit..... But i guess every1 should at least give it a thought dat we cud have been 1 of d victims dat day....n had we luckily survived d blasts dat day doesnt mean it wont happen 2 us ever again..Letzzz look in2 ourselves guys n let our conscience b awakened. As Gandhiji rightly stated "BE D CHANGE U WANNA SEE IN THIS WORLD". Do something dat will make a difference in d society..spread peace, harmony n love..Lifes short yet so beautiful... Dont waste time... cuzz some1 said it so correctly, "WE DONT PASS TIME, TIME PASSES US.".... so letzz njoy , enrich d most wonderful journey.."THE LIFE"..... All d best guys!!!!

My 26/11

26/11: A day I guess wil go down d memory lane in d history of Mumbai, for of course all d wrong reasons..

26/11 was jst like any other day in my life..although i dint put up in mumbai for a major chunk of d last year , yet I had arrived a day b4 for some importantant meeting in Mumbai.. D day passed by normally in d fast lanes of Mumbai,a meeting,n den me travelling all d way from Cgate 2 Malad for shopping as my best friends wedding ws jst round d corner [n i dunn need 2 describe d mumbai local trains..yet i simply luv dem.. they r d lifeline of Mumbai]..n den a visit 2 d Sidhivinayak temple[i luv dis place]..somehow i dunno how but i managed 2 accomplish all my work pretty much in time.. By 8 pm i was back at my place in Cgate n told my sis 2 pack her stuff b4 headin out 4 dinner .. after dat we were supposed 2 reach directly at d CST station 2 board our train..But as usual my sis had different plans n ws not ready 2 budge.. she just got so pissed on me... n den, [she being d ultimate melodrama queen, puffed up her cheeks ,stopped talking 2 me n started giving mee those deadly scray looks as if i wil gulp u down any moment!!!!] d situation just got out of control n as usual, she refused 2 dine[ i was feeling so bad as i cant see my sweet hogger not eating ].. after dat we just took our bags n headed 2 d CST station..it ws 9.05 pm..[it was d first time i had reached d station so much b4 time.. else as a ritual , wheneva i have 2 board my train, its a marathon run 4 me, d ultimate DDLJ climax scene where i m running 4 d train .. D only difference being ders no SRK at d other end:P]... I just took my sis's hand in mine n firmly held it..I still dunno y i did dat!!!!!! ...cuzz everytime me n my sis enter a brawl, we simply cant bear each other's presence in d vicintiy..holding her hand ws truly out of question... n den finally we boarded our train at 9.20 pm...D train left CSt at its scheduled time..dats 9.30 pm..everything was jst so normal.. perfectly normal indeed....

Den sudddenly my cel rang at 10.05 pm..I cud hear my friend"s breathless ,panicky voice at d other end"Where r U? R U safe?" .. I simply failed 2 understand y her voice was so chocked up... I told her " I m in d train , n yup m all safe..Y ?" Then she heaved a sigh of relief n told me dat der had been blasts at CST station n even Taj n Oberoi r attacked.. I ws simply stunned... i mean i ws at dat place just 10 mins b4 d firing n everything seemed jst so normal...perfectly normal in fact!! For a split second i thought my friends kiddin.. but i ws dead sure listening 2 her voice dat she ws not foolin me...

D news had already spread in our compartment like fire!!..i was gettin restless by every passing moment..n d reactions of d people in d compartment were adding 2 my irritation.. One of dem was like" Acha hai ,hum toh bach gaye!!!"[ i felt like slappin him tightly n gettin all his dentures out of his b****y mouth when i saw him grinnin]n d icing on d cake was dis idiot guy who was askin d person at d other end of d call "Blast kaisa tha? Mamuli ya tagda?" All hell broke loose upon me..i just gave him d deadliest of d looks!.. I m sure he wont forget my face ever in his lifetime..[b****y f*****n a*****e].. It seemed as if d blasts entertained him... My heart truly pounded seein d reaction of d people around.. nobody seemed 2 bother as 2 how Cst wud b lik? Wot Mumbai mite b goin thru? n seeing d country's youth behavin dis way ws a true shame,...i just snapped at few people 2 kip der f****n gossips at bay..May b i ws mournin cuzz i just luv Mumbai.. its been 4 years i have been stayin der n its d best place 4 me in d world.. nethin happenin 2 mumbai hurts me deeply....

i had d most sleepless nite of my life dat day..
We reached jal at around 4 in d morn n since den i ws glued 2 d TV ..It ws after seein d entire incident n d bloodshed did i realize how big it was..It ws hard 2 digest d fact dat dis was d same place where i ws standing jst 10 mins b4 d firing.. n i cud have been perfectly dead as well!!! It truly changed my perspective towards life.. i value my life all d more now.. i wanna use it 4 all d right things.. i guess dat day ws a day of rebirth 4 me.. n yup for d terrorists n politicians ders only 1 msg" We were resilient by force, n not by choice..n henceforth we r not dat as well"..... n i salute d bravery of all d great martyrs who fought 4 mother india.....U guys r d true heroes.... Kip rockin....:)

dat ws d 26/11 of my life.... TRULY UNFORGETTABLE!!!!